Gravity.

The insecurities I built up in my head unfold.

As I look for a scapegoat to scold.

For the reason why they are no longer there.

The walls I worked so hard to bear.

The weight of my weaknesses, so heavy they may be.

It takes a burden that no one can see.

I close my eyes and mind to recover my sanity. 

To come back to earth and regain gravity.

Sweet silence.

If it's one thing I admire in a friendship, it would be the silence. There are always gonna be good times and laughs in a friendship, but for me it comes down to the comfortability of the silence. If I can be truly peaceful at the stillness of the moment, then I owe you my gratitude. I appreciate those moments and the sense of peace it seems to bring me. It's a rarity for me to allow myself that feeling, so just know the silence is but a sweet, blissful freedom.

Shhh.

It can get pretty frustrating. Do you ever get that unsettling knot in your stomach out of nowhere? For no reason, but you can't help but feel a little uneasy. A little miffed. It's frustrating because you don't wanna feel that way. Or you don't even know why you feel that way. You just wanna be good again. No bad thoughts. Why must it always go there? Controlless mind. Damn you and your pessimism. Okay, backtrack a little to when everything was fine inside your mind. Stay there for a little.