Pure bliss.

We come across so many people throughout our lifetime. Many come and go, and then there are those select few that stay a bit longer. The best ones that come into your life are the ones that you don't see coming at all. They may still be in your life, but you already know they made a permanent mark. Sometimes they fill in the little emptiness that you weren't even aware was there to begin with. Or you did but brushed it off along with any other unwanted emotions. It can be crazy how used to someone you get. So familiar with their presence that they become part of your routine. It's not an overwhelming feeling though. It's almost too natural and easy. The not knowing is all part of the thrill. Just letting things be and fall into place if that's where it's meant to fall. It is okay to want something in your life. Stop believing otherwise. Hold on to that extra piece of happiness that shed a little more light into your life. Ahh. Sweet feeling, isn't it? Nothing but pure bliss.

Fool's gold.

Do you ever almost feel like an absolute fool? To just know damn well how incredibly naive part of your mind is being. It's not the best feeling. The moment of the impending realization. That all the things you swore wouldn't happen, are happening. The self disappointment in knowing you lost control and gave in. But now you realize so you can stop it in its tracks. Now you have no excuse. Can't completely blame you. Sometimes you see what you want to see. Feel what you subconsciously want to feel. But is it real? How foolish to think things could possibly work out alright for once. Reasons for happiness are all but permanent. You of all people should know that. But by all means, cherish the now. Just please don't let yourself down anymore.