2/26/15 1:55am

Silence. Silence. Silence. Silence. Loudness. Silence. Silence. Loudness. Loudness. How is that even fair? My mind is the one thing that is just completely mine, yet I cannot control when the loudness comes and goes. It almost scares me. And I hate anything that scares me. Because it reminds me that I do not have completely control. Of my life. My feelings. My mind. My emotions. And I need to be in control. Being in control mean that I get to choose whether I feel pain or not. And being without the pain means that there is finally silence.

Peace and quiet.

For now.