"We accept the love we think we deserve."

When something is a little too good or you are a little too happy, it almost does not feel right. Instead of letting things be and fall into place, we stop the feeling in its tracks. Sometimes we would rather be the reason for our own sadness than have something or someone else hurt us. At least that way we know it is coming and we can properly prepare ourselves. In a way, I think part of ourselves ask for the sadness. It can be a familiar feeling that we do not necessarily mind feeling anymore. It is all too comfortable. This is the way it has always been, so why let things change?